Out in New Mexico Lyrics

These walls around me and the day is long
I fill my lungs with a widow's song
I'm looking for a reason feel the spirit rise
I see my life before me when I close my eyes
I picture a room out in New Mexico
Red earth and mountains and sky
I picture my soul out in New Mexico
With all that space rolling by
Sometimes I feel in a world between
Everything I touch and everything I dream
Sometimes I long for the rose to bleed
For the spark to light in the depths of me
I'm so scared of what I'll find
If I let it go if I look inside
I'm so scared of what I'll feel
If I let it go if I make it real
I picture a room out in New Mexico
Red earth and mountains and sky
I picture my soul out in New Mexico
With all that space rolling by
With all that earth rolling by
With all these dreams rolling by
Leave endless life behind