Ben Seni Arayamam Lyrics English Translation

Bak benden arta kalan
Look what's left of me
Biraz kül biraz duman
A little ash, a little smoke
Ne kadar istesem de
No matter how much I want
Ben seni arayamam
I can't call you
Ruhum rüyaya dalmış
My soul is dreaming
Dünya uzak, gerçek yavan
The world is distant, the truth is bland
Sanki bir yok bir de varmış
It's like there's nothing and there's something else
Ben seni arayamam
I can't call you
Keşke yanımda olsaydın
I wish you were with me
Kolay olurdu o zaman
It would be easy then
Ben sussam sen anlatsaydın
If I were silent, you would tell
Yorulunca uyusaydın
If you slept when you were tired
Kolay mı sanıyorsun
Do you think it's easy
Kolaysa yan o zaman
If it's easy then burn it
Yağmurum ol in üstüme
Be my rain, come down on me
Ben böyle yaşayamam
I can't live like this
Halimi görüyorsun
You see my situation
Bir şeyler yap o zaman
do something then
Sebebim var biliyorsun
You know I have a reason
Ben seni arayamam
I can't call you