Trainwreck Lyrics

Into in "Em" (by the way "D/F#" means....you play the D major chord with the tone F# as the bass tone)
This is not what I expected to become, the color white is dragging me down
Each and every time I say that this will be the last but it becomes a lie my urges
deeply bury in the past
The sun comes up and my night starts to close in
One more line and I'm scared this will be it
Just let me off this ride, cause some how I keep taking one more try
Substance blinds me to a point where I don't know right from wrong,
and I'm risking it
Thinkin' bout the ones I've hurt and what I could become well I'm close to it, I'm
afraid of it
Take this knot put it some where else so I can breathe
Will I ever get back up to a place where I can breathe?
Just let me off this ride, cause evil's telling me just one more line
Watched the sun go down again
Watched my friends all drown again
I could join them and feel pleasure in my veins until the devil shows up at the door,
and starts to play our game
And suddenly, I become so weak
Suddenly, I'm in too deep
He discovers me, oh the devil in disguise and he teases me, but I can't see through his eyes
No I can't see through his eyes,
Just let me off this ride, cause evil's telling me just one more line
Please get me off this ride, cause if I hit that I don't I don't think I'll survive