Today Lyrics

Today
By Austin Collins
Texas Country/Red Dirt artists that are great to listen to but hard to find!
Today I tried to kill you but it was only in my head
His words have betrayed you so I kill myself instead
Dear soul I lied to you I was only playing games
But you did well to take the beatings that I gave
Chorus:
Wake up crying every mornings the same
Choke back the tears and play the waiting game
Talk to your TV like its your best friend
Go to bed so you can do it all over again
Sitting on your hands it takes booze to make you move
When help is only halfway from the things you shouldn??t do
Today I tried to kill you but it was only in my mind
The pills are so expensive so I kill myself this time
Bridge:
It??s the fallout that you fear
So afraid you??ll disappear
How long, how long have I been lied to again
I can feel the shame in shadows in your gaze
And I??m not wrong if you are, I don??t mean to waste your time
Today I tried to kill you, it was only in my mind