If I Had a Heart Lyrics

sl*t - IF I HAD A HEART
if i could have been true
because i knew it would be understood
if i would have had an attitude
to what's the matter that would be good
if i could have been radical
and not fanatical to the bone
i'm no one's own - alone
if i had a heart i would have a heartache
if i had a soul it was cold
if i had the guts i'd become your murderer
but no one's own - alone
if i was a pioneer
i would rely on her and now
if i could have been ecstatical
and not dramatical somehow
now i'm paying my dues
and staying amused while singing the blues
but no one's own - alone
if i had a heart i would have a heartache
if i had a soul it was cold
if i had the guts i'd become your murderer
but no one's own - alone