Letter to God Lyrics

Dear God, I'm writing this letter to you
'Cause I don't have a clue
Can you help me?
Sittin' here, simply trying to figure out
What my life's all about
Can you tell me?
I never wanted to be
The person you see
Won't you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die
But you kept me alive
Please tell me who I am
I lie awake conducting this symphony,
That you have gifted to me
but I don't ever sleep
Don't get mad
'Cause I get weak inside
and I start to fall apart
'Cause I feel nothing
(same as before)
I never wanted to be
Some kind of comic relief
Won't you show me who I am?
I've been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
But I don't know who I am
And I thank you now for everything
Sorry I'm so frightened about all of this
Oh I wish I could give you more
But all the lights are shining down on me
And I feel intimidated by it all
I never wanted to be
The person you see
But thank you
Oh god please tell me now
Are you disappointed are you proud?
Haven't I done everything, everything?
(same as above)
I'm so sorry I'm so weak
And I've turned into a freak
But I don't know anything, anything!
I've lost all self-esteem
A million and everything
And I feel nothing, nothing!
Oh God Please tell me now
God please help me now
Cause I feel nothing!
Oh dear God
I'm writing this letter to you
I am coming unglued
Please help me