Dardayım Lyrics English Translation

Dardayım, yalanım yok
I'm in trouble, I can't lie
Baskın yedim gün gece, gün gece, gün gece
I was raided day and night, day and night, day and night
Örselendi aşklarım üstelik
My loves are damaged, moreover
Bir uzak diyardayım, diyardayım, diyardayım, diyardayım
I'm in a far land, I'm in a land, I'm in a land, I'm in a land
Örselendi aşklarım üstelik
My loves are damaged, moreover
Bir uzak diyardayım, diyardayım, diyardayım
I'm in a far land, I'm in a land, I'm in a land
Günaydın anneciğim, günaydın babacığım
Good morning mommy, good morning daddy
Yine sabah oluyor
It's morning again
"Evde sabah olmaz." deme
"There is no morning at home." don't say
"Orada günler geçmez." deme
"Not many days go by there." don't say
İçime sancı doğuyor
There's a pain inside me
Yüreğimi bir kalkan bilip, sokaklara çıktım
I took my heart as a shield and went to the streets
Kahvelerde oturdum, çocuklarla konuştum
I sat in cafes and talked to children
Sıkıldım, dertlendim, dostlarımla buluştum
I was bored, I was worried, I met with my friends
Bugün de ölmedim anne
I didn't die today either, mom.
Kapalıydı kapılar, perdeler örtük
The doors were closed, the curtains were closed
Silah sesleri uzakta boğuk boğuk
Gunshots are muffled in the distance
Bir yüzüm ayrılığa, bir yüzüm hayata dönük
One face is towards separation, the other is towards life
Bugün de ölmedim anne
I didn't die today either, mom.
Üstüme bir silah doğruldu sandım
I thought a gun was pointed at me
Rüzgar beline dolandığında bir dalın
Take a branch when the wind wraps around your waist
Korktum, güldüm, kendime kızdım
I was scared, I laughed, I was angry at myself
Bugün de ölmedim anne
I didn't die today either, mom.
Bana böylesi garip duygular
Such strange feelings to me
Bilmem neye gelir, nereye gider
I don't know what it comes to, where it goes
Döndüm işte; acı yüreğimden beynime sızar
Here I am back; Pain leaks from my heart to my brain
Bugün de ölmedim anne
I didn't die today either, mom.