Finger on the Trigger Lyrics

Finger on the Trigger
By Bleu Edmondson
Oh lord, please forgive me for what I'm about to do
I'm runnin on empty and my options are few
You know, I did the best that I can
But I done hit rock bottom and my time is at hand
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Cause I lost my job, My bills are gettin bigger
Cryin baby, about to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny
My woman ran off with a friend of mine
Can't keep a job, I'm too f**ked up
DHS about to take my kids
Try to get well, keep getting sicker
Sittin in the parking lot with my finger on the trigger
You know, I never meant to hurt anyone
And I'll face the consequences for everything I've done
And Lord, sometimes I wonder if you're even there
Cause my burden is back breakin and it's more than I can bear