If I Ever Loved You Lyrics

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Baby I was not the one, I guess you know that now
But I kept you real distracted for a while
I look back and nothing much, ever comes to mind
Sometimes I can picture half a smile
We were as thick as thieves,
Hung on each others sleeves,
Kissing all the time.
But if I ever loved you shouldn't I be crying?
Shouldn't I be cracking up, and drinking all the time?
If I ever loved you how come I feel alright?
How come the nights are so easy, and the mornings look so bright?
I try to figure what has gone, I seem to look the same.
Maybe there's a tightness around my eyes
Sometimes the evening comes,
I think I miss someone
But then I realise
But if I ever loved you shouldn't I be crying?
Shouldn't I be cracking up, and drinking all the time?
If I ever loved you how come I feel alright?
How come the nights are so easy, and the mornings look so bright?
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And love it can make your world, bring you alive
But I wasn't dead before, so baby you ain't hard to survive
Maybe I was not the one, but I had to try.
And in the end there's no such thing as, as wasted time
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I was the interim
between nothingness and him
So how is that a crime
But if I ever loved you shouldn't I be crying?
Shouldn't I be cracking up, and drinking all the time?
If I ever loved you how come I feel alright?
How come the nights are so easy, and the mornings look so bright?