Always an Anchor Lyrics

MBAR - Always an anchor
I lost a love that loved me completely
ranks of regret they batter and beat me
Im never going back again
without a lot more medicine a few less friends
Somewhere back in my old hometown
theres an alright kid dragging an anchor around
It looks a lot like a frown
goddamn its hard to turn an anchor upside down
When smile ain't a smile, just some teeth messing with your mind...
Well you're right to fear the fear you fear you'll find
Wake up in the morning and I float downtown
I watch the fish fill the filthy fucking city that drowned
Above that big hole in the ground
where my fine friend fear had first been found.
I remember seventeen
I remember being honest, horny, healthy and clean
I remember believing briefly that Id been born to be the one
It seems something worse than stupid now its done
A lot of people I know are walking round
wondering is it ever gonna be their day?
From what Ive seen so far man... Its no way
Not today
Not today
Not today
Babe I'm sorry that it turned out bad honey with all we had
Babe, I'm sorry that it turned out... bad.