If I Go Up Lyrics

From “Vinegar and Brown Paper”
1993, Eden Burning
A greener grass, a cooler shade,
I have sought for, I’ve often fought for
A higher hill and a fairer shore,
I have cried for, almost died for
So far have I traveled. So far have I traveled.
A stronger hour, a deeper mind,
I have strived for I’ve been alive for
a lasting love and a quiet heart,
I have wronged for, I’ve always longed for.
So far have I traveled. So far have I traveled.
And now I lie and looking back,
I’m seeing hopes fading dreams growing distant
My hands are worn, yet nothing hold
as life like smoke curls through fingers.
So far have I traveled. So far have I traveled.
And through the mist of bygone years,
I sense the truth for all who travel
And through the mist of bygone years,
I sense the truth for all who travel,
If I go up to the heavens you are there.
And if I make my bed in the depths you’ll be there
If I rise on the wings of the dawn you’ll be there
And if I settle on the far side of the sea you’ll be there
Even there your hand will guide me even there,
And lead me in the way of everlasting.