Nervous & Weird Lyrics

Nervous and Weird
By Everclear
You know I want to be the way you want me to
Big hearted and tall enough to cover you
I would break in half if you said it out
Loud splinter out of myself just like mercury
I think it's better now than how it used to be
You were lying in bed and I would levitate
I think it's better here than where we used to be
I wish I could go out into the Oregon sun
Chorus:
To be alive in the day
I'd smile at everyone
I remeber you back in '83
You were dressing insane you were my everything
You were so different from all those other girls
A bling electra in drag so cool and casually lame
I think I'm better now than how I used to be
Always nervous and weird scared most of the time
I think it's better now than how it used to be
always up in the night afraid to live in the day
Chorus:
Afraid to live in the day yeah
Afraid of being afraid
Solo:
1/2 and hold release 1/2 1/2 and hold
Now I sit alone when you're not around
I relize its just another friendly noise
See your scary dolls down-looking me
You know I want to be the way you want me to
Big hearted and tall enough to cover you
You know I want to be the way you want me to
I wish I could go out to be allowed in the day
Chorus:
To be allowed in the day
Just be allowed in the day
To be allowed in the day
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