Certainly Never Lyrics

This is Matthew Ryan's haunting final track 'Certainly Never' from his 1997 album "May
Day". Originally on piano.
Intro: C
Verse 1:
I wandered up to what I thought was your door
I'd only been there a thousand times before
I gave it my most polite rap and wish
I held my heart loosely in my other fist
Verse 2:
The dead of winter in north Hollywood
The struggling actress and her flash flood
The smell of perfume cash and love
The sucker punch with a horseshoe in the glove
Chorus:
Sayin' if I held you up would that be enough?
If I gave you all that I was capable of
Would that be enough?
Would that be enough?
Verse 3:
A trailer park tycoon last June
A telegraph a flash and a boom
An autumn like there never was
A why? And because
Chorus:
Hopin' if I held you up would that be enough?
If I gave you all that I was capable of
Would that be enough?
Would that be enough?
Outro:
The front porch
The long road
A train whistle
There she goes